[ there's so much she wants to add, but can't think of how. i tried to do what i thought you would have but i wasn't strong enough and it didn't matter anyway. i tried to look into things but didn't know how to. if it were any of us it should have been me, it should always be me. but she doesn't want to put that on natalie when she's just gotten back. ]
Yeah. We will.
I don't - I don't want her to be alone when she wakes up.
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( i know to a lot of it. natalie can't exactly agree with most of it, but — one thing is easy, )
we'll get shauna back, jax. i promise.
cw: suicide ideation
Yeah. We will.
I don't - I don't want her to be alone when she wakes up.